ah fuck it, last year in november I had a bad health crisis, turns out I'm diabetic, I didn't know I was diabetic, spent 4 days in the hospital of which I only really remember 2, came back blind and couldn't move my right arm and my left leg, my eyesight slowly returned, but a month later in december I suffered a stroke, all my health issues were made worse, I spent all this time recovering I still drew and studied
I'm 30kg lighter, did my best, and I've recovered enough of myself that I can work again. My right hand isn't what it used to be, but I'm ok, I've studied hard, and continued working every single day that I could. Slowly, granted, but I'm done hiding myself anymore. I'm working on my health and I've been given a clear bill, I'm good, I can work again. So fuck it. My dominant hand will either stop shaking or I will own it!
I owe you bunch this much, You've stuck by me and put up with my bullshit for long enough, it's time I come clean, I've been afraid of saying anything out of fear that people would write me off as some invalid. Nah, I've worked too damn long and too damn hard to give up. I'm back.
@beardalaxy Thank you, nah, I think I learned that lesson, I'm back at it but sustainably. I think I've had enough health scares for a good long while.