Damn, second night in a row where I'm just not tired in the slightest. Can't sleep no matter how hard I try or what I do. I feel more awake than I have at any point for the past few days. How can I be so lucid and feel so good on so little sleep? Just not when it matters, like at work where I'm a total zombie. As soon as I get home it's just back to being energetic again. It's got everything to do with my mood I'm sure. I have so many things at home that I'm so excited about and I think it just sets that spark.

It's also probably the fact that I see my lack of sleep as a problem to be solved and, rather than relax which is what I should do, my brain goes into that mode where I get an absurd amount of motivation to fix something. I can't quiet down for long enough to actually allow myself to relax and I can feel it physically too, like there is an electric current running through my veins.