i think i kinda get how women feel when you talk about their age

not because of some sense of narcissism tho, rather because remembering how old i am instills an existential dread that crushes my chest and induces a slight panic in me

@rlier23 there's a woman at work who tells me "once you hit 30 it's all downhill from there" and i always just think yeah, maybe for you, not for me though sucks to suck