@Mr_NutterButter honestly i suck at drawing, i had a reference right next to this the whole time and i just copied it to the best of my ability. back then i was like, if i do this often enough then maybe i'll start to kind of figure things out. i just didn't keep going, i only did a few drawings and that was it. it's a ton of work, you gotta be really dedicated to it.
@beardalaxy it's really good