@FallenFadedLostItAll@freak.university @applejack @Aldo2 as to the sexuality exploration thing, that sounds fine then, although I think it's odd to act like as if exploring your sexuality depends on all these factors like gender conformance and gymnastics. Personally for me, it was a simple realization of which broad category do I feel comfortable with as an individual, which is ofc asexuality, and now I'm simply trying to see how I'd like to live as an ace. Will reply to the other points later but as long as there's no adult child relations, it's fine