@Loki I guess it happens a lot to people that have creative pretensions, i guess it's just thing of keep doing things and then they will start flowing more naturally.
On the render i did of the field with the giant cogs, i had more or less the idea on my head on how i wanted it to look, but used craiyon a bit to help cement the ideas a bit more. I think used correctly these things can be artist's best tool.
@Loki I saw this video of an artist in Twitter, and i was amazed an relieved how even seemingly seasoned and experienced artists don't have it 100% clear when they start doing their pieces