@dwite39@pawoo.net @Morghur i really think you should feel proud of what you do, no matter what, it's the best course of action to keep your sanity as an artist
At least me, when i do stuff in blender i always do it for me first, thinking in what i want to see and make, and try to make it as good as i can. I know that current AI's might generate images similar, but it's my effort and the final result the real payback for me.
@Morghur @dwite39@pawoo.net there's ALWAYS thousands of people better than you, at any level, you should feel proud about your acomplishments and your improvement, not because you got better than other guy.
There's two endless stairs that you can climb. One leads you to always comparing your work to someone else's, finding that you still suck and feeling like crap thinking that you never improve, a lot of people fall from that stair.
The other stair is the one where you compare your work always with your previous work, and you see in each step how much you improve and it gives you energy to keep going and become better with each step, it's the most rewarding path but it requires effort to climb it.
Plus, being just a filthy newbie in drawing stuff, i know i'm a long way from where i want to be