@igeljaeger @matrix @RUSHIFA @sheetposter
I... I did not expect that...

@alyx @RUSHIFA @matrix @sheetposter You never were a 12 year old? Which lab did you grow up in

@igeljaeger @RUSHIFA @matrix @sheetposter
Sure, but saying "I grew up with 12 year old girls" implies more than just "I was 12 years old once and had girls at school with which I talked to". It implies at the very least: "I had a small sister/cousin while growing up".

@igeljaeger
I never talked to girls at that age
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@matrix
Did you run away from them or something. My acne phase started back then so it was kind of unavoidable for me
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@matrix @RUSHIFA @alyx
Fucking shit ass fedilab I'm so sick of this garbage software app shit FUCKING AAAA

@igeljaeger
Yes.
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@matrix @igeljaeger @RUSHIFA
... most girls ran away from my at that age. Soooo....

@alyx @matrix @RUSHIFA wat

@igeljaeger @RUSHIFA @matrix
Forget you saw anything.

@igeljaeger @RUSHIFA @matrix
I wasn't popular ok.

@alyx @RUSHIFA @matrix me neither, which is why bullied me

@igeljaeger @RUSHIFA @matrix
The girls bullied you? Or just in general.

@alyx
The girls
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@igeljaeger @RUSHIFA @matrix
I might have had bad experiences with girls when I was younger, but I don't think I can ever say they bullied me. (and it's not like I don't know what bullying is either). That must have hurt.

Want a head pat to make it better?
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@alyx
Maybe it would actually help if that would come from a female instead of another male
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@igeljaeger @RUSHIFA @matrix
Hmm... What if I transitioned into a woman? :mariathink:

@alyx
Then I could still tell that you're a guy
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@alyx @RUSHIFA @matrix ok Shrek

@igeljaeger @RUSHIFA @matrix
Thanks Hitler.

@igeljaeger @matrix @RUSHIFA @alyx I never had an "acne phase" :pikablob:
this wasn't helpful tho, most children are just evil

@lucy @RUSHIFA @alyx @matrix I had it for 5 years, till I was 17. Which was when I was pretty much done with puberty and had a full beard. At least nobody has ever asked me for my ID when buying beer...

@igeljaeger @RUSHIFA @alyx @matrix I'm 22 and people ask for my ID when I buy beer :blobpeek:

@lucy @RUSHIFA @alyx @matrix that is either cute or very embarrassing, depending on how you see it. I jsut know I look old as fuck for my age and it's honestly frightening sometime. Esp when I think about how girls my age view me

@igeljaeger @RUSHIFA @alyx @matrix the funny thing is they usually don't ask for it when I buy actual alcohol like rum

@matrix @igeljaeger @sheetposter @RUSHIFA
There were a few girls I was on speaking terms around that time I guess. But they were a bit more masculine than others, and weren't exactly talking girl talk with me or the other guy friends they had in class.

@alyx @matrix @RUSHIFA @igeljaeger
>being on speaking terms with a girl
Get a load of this normie

@sheetposter @RUSHIFA @igeljaeger @matrix
Those were better days...

@alyx @matrix @RUSHIFA @sheetposter they were all stacies and wannabe stacies when I went to school. Only one exception and she pretty much is the reason for my asian kink

@igeljaeger @RUSHIFA @matrix @sheetposter
Yeah, I know the feeling. Stacies, ugly wannabe stacies, friends of stacies that were nice persons but you had no chance of approaching, a few really smart non-stacies (as in not bitches, but still ok looking) that I felt were out of my league.

But for some reason, there was this one, very tall girl (and her more butch friend), that me and a few friends of mine kinda formed a clique of some sorts. We'd even go home together like some anime. All of us kinda had a tsundere type thing going. Especially me and the tall one. No actual romantic relationship, but we were pretty good friends, even if neither of us would admit it.

@igeljaeger @RUSHIFA @matrix @sheetposter
Now that I think about it... I wonder if my thing for red heads might be because of her. Lol.

@alyx @RUSHIFA @matrix @sheetposter teen years shape our sexuality. So yeah I blame the girls who bullied me for being so scared of women. Tbh it's pretty complicated the more I think about it

@igeljaeger @RUSHIFA @matrix @sheetposter
Yeah... things are always complicated. I guess I'll blame her for my like of red heads, and I'll blame seeing Sailor Moon when I was in kindergarten for my love of anime.

@alyx @RUSHIFA @matrix @sheetposter I blame Heidi

@igeljaeger @RUSHIFA @matrix @sheetposter
P.S. God bless that one exception of yours.