@josh You will always be an American. You have no insulin, you have two chins, you have no neck. You are a le 56% man twisted by groids and mestizos into a crude mockery of Europe's perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are African and Polish, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.
Europeans are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed men to sniff out quadroons with incredible efficiency. Even Americans who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a European. Your blubber structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a QT 3.14 European girl home with you, she’ll turn tail and bolt the second she gets a look at your cut , numb penis.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with an American flag, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know an American is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably American.
This is your fate. This is how you were born. There is no turning back.