i dont know what to do
i think the consequences of my past actions are finally catching up to me
im gonna walk to cvs and stay there for a while
i need to get away

i do only think about myself
theyre right
im selfish
i should never have done any of this

i should never have existed
i provide nothing to this world
everything i do can be done better by others

i don't know what to do

am i panicking?
YES IM PANICKING
PANIC IS ALL I CAN DO

i should never have made that call

all i can do right now is try not to be in the house

hopefully things arent as bad as i think
i dont know though

WHY ARE THE ROADS SO BUSY NOW
THEY SHOULD NOT BE THIS BUSY

arrived at cvs
only place i have that i can go to

honestly at this point all i want is someone to truthfully and genuinely reassure me that everything is going to be fine
although with how things are now its not likely things will be fine

im alone in this world
i wasnt meant to live here
im an anomaly
i shouldn't exist