I might be having a nervous breakdown.
@realcaseyrollins @PakkonenCT every day since Dad went into hospital I've been cleaning the house, but there's always more and more and it's driving me crazy. Also, things keep smelling like they did Friday night when Dad was taken away by the ambulance, even if they smelt perfectly normal a few minutes before. I'm definitely going crazy.
@coldacid @realcaseyrollins aye, well then if you can get out for a bit do it. Just go for a hike or something.
@PakkonenCT @realcaseyrollins were it so easy.
@coldacid @PakkonenCT Are you not able to go out?
@coldacid @PakkonenCT Have you been getting enough rest?
@realcaseyrollins @PakkonenCT neither quality nor quantity
@coldacid @realcaseyrollins anyone you can call to give you a hand?
@PakkonenCT @realcaseyrollins nope. Most of my family would be unavailable, and my brother who lives nearby would make a dick of himself and just make me feel worse. And my one local IRL friend is dealing with his own problems (his dad just passed away recently)
@realcaseyrollins @PakkonenCT there's too much that I need to take care of for me to be able to just jump away like that.