@icedquinn nooo Quinn! *hug*
ok ok um ummm... i'll send u some inspirational quote videos from my 2 fave thinkers, since its about bed time for me. Buddha's work on "Dukkha" (suffering) and why it's inherent in Samsara (the world we live in now), is a good starting point.
These quotes helped me get through some rlly dark times... trust me, i used to be very suicidal.
Rumi quotes (skip to 2.56)
https://invidious.snopyta.org/watch?v=ZEb6En_FXrYEmerson quotes:
https://invidious.snopyta.org/watch?v=8JwVsGUdYvc@lanodan
apart from that, most of it's philosophy is decent
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