In art, perspective is a convoluted concept. Oh? You need me to draw lines? A grid? Ohhh I see, because rules, well fuck you, fuck your rules, just draw, if you suck draw better, end of, maybe instead of confusing people with your silly artist words, just SHOW them how to draw, because none of your words make sense.
I once saw a video of an autistic man who was able to recreate skylines of cities perfectly, with no reference or perspective lines, and all he needed to do was look at it once, and he could draw that shit in a room later with no reference. Quit doubting your abilities and working within an others framework.
@Jazzy_Butts but I'm not autistic