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I'm so easy going but something in me wants to inflic massive pain and suffering on rapists, murderers, and bullies, basically all sadists who don't keep it to themselves, I fantasize about vivisecting sadists

But does this make me a sadist? Even if I hate the violence? Even if it repulses and upsets me? I still think about it, and those thoughts are upsetting while simultaneously being appealing, so what is wrong with me? I think I'm a normal human who just doesn't lie like others do, or who isn't ignorant like others are, there are bad things inside every one of us.

@Jazzy_Butts i dont keep it to myself, i just sadism those who consent

but yea that sounds like sadism on your own part. you have every right to personal revenge but i think its questionable to go vigilante mode on random sadists. ofc try and stop them by any means as it happens, i just dislike punishment as a concept

@cum I also feel like punishment is self indulgent, it doesn't do anything, it might serve as a deterrent but it also might not, at all. But it feels so good to lord power over a "villain", but the truth is these "villains" are mentally ill, and so, by torturing them I'd basically be torturing sick people, for fun, which is bad.

@cum And consensual sadism is acceptable, I only mean sadists with victims

@errante @Jazzy_Butts i have maso tendencies but i like find parts of it deeply uncomfortable also
@cum @Jazzy_Butts thats fair

im a mild masochist and i think brea is a bit more sadistic than i am masochistic
@errante @Jazzy_Butts i have like almost every sadism kink but very few maso ones
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