I'm so easy going but something in me wants to inflic massive pain and suffering on rapists, murderers, and bullies, basically all sadists who don't keep it to themselves, I fantasize about vivisecting sadists
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But does this make me a sadist? Even if I hate the violence? Even if it repulses and upsets me? I still think about it, and those thoughts are upsetting while simultaneously being appealing, so what is wrong with me? I think I'm a normal human who just doesn't lie like others do, or who isn't ignorant like others are, there are bad things inside every one of us.
