@linen I'm so lonely that unless you're an actual serial killer or rapist I won't judge, it's ok to be shy

@Jazzy_Butts AWW that's fair and same kinda! i'm so lonely (it's my fault i rarely reply to people tbh)

@linen Random question, new fren, are you a techie? Like do you know much about computer stuff? I'm struggling to learn about electronics, circuitry, resistors, capacitors, etc, I find the subject interesting but am reaching in the dark. I didn't know what a capacitor or a resistor was until last week.

@Jazzy_Butts aww!! I'm not really
I've been super interested, and even hyperfixated, on computery things for about a decade now
but
uhm
i have no executive function so my research is really slow ;_;
most of my expertise comes from the software world (worked professionally briefly). hardware wise I'm about as competent as you. I don't know a lot although I did a few small hardware repairs ("repairs" ok I broke them even more) on some old audio equipment :3

@linen I built a few jitterbugs for practice then took something apart for parts, but then I learned it just needs a new fuse so I want to put it back together now for practice. Eventually I want to fix an old phone who's battery and charge port have gone to shit.

@Jazzy_Butts dang you
are
DOING STUFF
I have executive dysfunctional so although I'm interested in things, it's very rare that I actually do anything
but that's ok
sometimes I do things and it's fun :3

@linen I've never heard of executive dysfunction but it sounds like it makes it so you can't make decisions and/or take actions really good?

@Jazzy_Butts I'm really bad at getting things done yeah ;_;

@linen It's ok, we're doing our best, no one has the place to judge us

@Jazzy_Butts hecccc yeaaaaa

@linen Ok I looked it up, I have stuff like that from trauma, so I don't go out much because I'm scared of stuff, and I don't do a lot of things I want because I'm scared of failure, I didn't used to be so scared but here I am

@Jazzy_Butts being scared of failing is so real
ig I ever tri something, it HAS to be alone so that only I know how bad I am at it
I have a hard time skateboarding cause
I really enjoy it
but what if other people are at the park and laugh at me ;_;

@Jazzy_Butts ig if I ever try something*
aa

@linen Thanks, I drew it with markers, it's supposed to be a self portrait but I made my nose really big because I think I have a big nose (it's not really)

@Jazzy_Butts cute!!! i'm the same i think. i get compliments for my nose but i'm aways like "isn't it big??? it's a big nose!! i wanna chop it off and make my own out of clay" or something, but yeye i do need to realize that it's probably not
like
disproportionately big :/

@linen That makes me feel less alone :3

@Jazzy_Butts <3 awwwww
I wanna hug you
I wanna hug you and put you and just hang out with no fear of proving anything
and just exist here and now basking in the beauty of physicality, with no worry

@Jazzy_Butts pet you*
a little drunk I'm sorry lmao aaaa