I know this is just another stupid whining, and it will sound weak and stupid, but my mom had called me a mass-murderer once just for playing games. Today, she said I sould "do some research" about Covid, even though, she said to me the same things I knew in february...
Why are some women like this? Do they really not care about if I can ever talk to them again with any respect? Does she want me just to believe the same shit she does or leave? 
I cannot live like this knowing I cannot talk openly to people I care about, since they are unable to talk to me at all without making a scene. 
>Today, she said I sould "do some research" about Covid
Like... what exactly? What even is there to be researched?
@grips
It's not like she said any topic in particular... It was just the "read a book" sperg.
It just feels awful knowing that she thinks I am too dumb to understand it. But I just guess that's some kind of dumb instinct. From anyone else, I woudn't care, but sometimes I wander just what kind of person my mother thinks I am, since she threw at me almost any bad trait immaginable.
