@Varus I should probably start leading with "are you single" instead of asking for a number because I'm met with "I have a boyfriend" every time I ask
@Varus the last time I actually successfully got a girl's number she gave it to her friend who I had no interest in -_-
@Varus I will match with girls regularly, ask to go out some time, then either get ghosted completely or they'll spend a bit more time giving excuses as to why they can't go out and then they'll ghost me. It's like why tf did you match with me then??
I managed to go on one date last year and it was pretty bad. I won't bore you with the details but it sucked.
@Varus yeah there's a lot of shit about my life that makes it hard that's for sure. I don't think I'm unattractive per se but there's a lot of other hurdles that are in my way.
Recently I've been thinking more that it just might legitimately not be in the cards for me, which sounds a little hopeless but might actually be true.
At least I know that if I do end up with anyone they'll really actually love me.
@Varus without dumping too much shit on you all at once, more or less it all stems from me having epilepsy. Can't drive, so can't meet people as easily. Can't work a normal job, so I don't have a lot of money. But I'm not crippled enough to be given freebies. Shit's just how it goes lol.
