@Boco @matrix @druid @prydt I feel like that kinda stuff could be a little traumatic. That sounds really rapey and awful tbh.

@rizzo @druid @matrix @prydt Oh, it absolutely was, and it wasn't the last time either. My childhood is peppered with molestation, but that was the first big one and the only one I haven't been able to forget about.

@Boco @druid @matrix @prydt I'm so sorry. I really hate to hear that those kinds of things happened while you were so young. kids shouldn't have to do things like that with adults that they're suppose to trust and adults that are taking care of them.

@rizzo @druid @matrix @prydt It's fine. It's fine.

@Boco @rizzo @matrix @prydt this explains something. I'm so sorry.

@druid @matrix @prydt @rizzo Yep. It's absolutely why I am like I am in regards to relationships and sex.

@Boco @matrix @druid @prydt i hope you're okay and it didn't have any really negative effects on your psyche. You were basically raped.

@Boco @matrix @prydt @rizzo Oof. That sounds more unpleasant than I anticipated.

do you regret that it happened?

@druid @matrix @prydt @rizzo Nah. I don't regret anything from my past, because it has all lead to the person I am now.

@Boco @matrix @prydt @rizzo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WLzJAebfEIg

@Boco @rizzo @prydt@niu.moe @druid That sound pretty awful. I'm sorry, I expected something more /ss/ tier.
I never understood why people want to have sex with kids. You can't even accomplish much in terms of sex with them.

@matrix @druid @prydt @rizzo I'm sorry for bringing everything down.

@Boco @matrix @druid @prydt you didn't. I'm glad you shared what you shared actually.

@Boco @rizzo @prydt@niu.moe @druid There's nothing you should feel sorry about. You did nothing wrong.

@Boco @matrix @druid @prydt i feel very embarrassed about this but I when I was younger I sent some pics to someone and I am very very ashamed about it. I was underage. In my teens. And I wasn't. Ready for that stuff. The person was like 26. I'm real strong about the "they should be 18 or older rule". Even if they seem like they're ready a lot of times they aren't. And I just. Have strong feelings on that matter.

@rizzo @Boco @matrix @prydt I did the same thing but never regretted it lol, i was happy and i still am with my milf targeting abilities as a shota

takes all sorts i guess

@druid @Boco @matrix @prydt Just because you can't relate to it. I wish you'd take what I said about that seriously. I acted how I acted because I felt like that's how I should act. Not how I actually wanted to. And I fucked myself up with that.

Just avoid anything that would fuck someone over in those regards.

@rizzo @Boco @matrix @prydt I'm not saying I'd do that from the other side. Too risky for me.

I'm just saying that I have few regrets in my life. Being pressured into "real" educational/career choices. Not having taken psychedelics 10 years earlier. That's it.

@Boco @matrix @prydt @rizzo No, man. Don't apologise.