I keep having graphic dreams.
Some of the most graphic dreams I've ever had in my life.
None of that "I tried punching but everything went slow-mo" stuff.
Yesterday I had 2 dreams.
The first one was being in a car-chase of some kind. Being given a gun and then shooting out the window at the police. Stupid thing to do. Next thing I know, I get shot twice in the back. The pain I felt in the dream was crazy. I could feel the warm blood coming out of my back. I couldn't move my legs. The car stopped, I crawled out onto the road, and basically bled out.
The next dream I had, after waking up and then falling back asleep, started out relatively fine. I was back in boarding school, went to the old sports area to work out a bit. I come back to the dorms where some of my friends are, and start reading a magazine. I get to a page where everything goes wrong.
The page was inserted, and it was basically about some guy being outed as a "pedo" (most likely an exaggeration, because the person in question was a Youtuber I used to watch). Next thing I know, one of the dorm mates attacks another one. And before I can rush to stop it, I have hands around my neck, choking me, hard. I try to say "stop, you're choking me man, stop!". I black out, and wake up again.
I could still feel the grip around my neck.
It's dreams like those that make me even more paranoid than I already am.
I genuinely think I'm being watched, and have been for some time.