ひげ
When I was 18, almost 19, I had a "party" that was just a SpongeBob marathon and snacks/pizza. A few people stopped by and hung out for a bit but didn't stay too long. There was this girl who stayed for hours though and she kept wanting to talk about all this other stuff but I was way too focused on watching SpongeBob. What the fuck was I doing? 
It's memories like that I look back on and think... Yeah... I'm really not a normal person am I? Like it is a wonder I never got tested for anything lmao.
@beardalaxy my problem is that I'm apparently unintentionally charismatic (normally with the help of drinks or drugs), but then once I get told I'm "cute" or "handsome" or "funny" etc... I crumble and don't know what to do.
I've been hit on in a bar by a random lady who said "I don't bite, unless you want me to", and I responded with "lady, I just want to watch Youtube videos" and put my earphones back in.
