Reading up on Napoleon's relationship with Josephine got my tear ducts flowing man.
He insisted that she be called Empress, even after their divorce.
When she died, he locked himself in his room on Elba for 2 days.
His last words before his death were "France, the Army, the Head of the Army, Joséphine".
I sometimes think that I've seen too much. Obv I haven't seen absolutely everything, but at this point I think I've seen enough.
Some things I just can't get out of my head, no matter how hard I try. The images are just burned in; engraved in.
They'll pop up every now and again, at random times. And I basically have to sit there in a weird paralysis while I try to think hard to rationalize why the image/memory is there in the first place.
I doubt most people would get it...
I don't know man, whatever...