Been having a bit of a crisis over my name lately
I hate my legal name. I used to consider myself trans and eventually chose a name I liked much better. Eventually I decided not to transition and began to question whether or not I was trans, which threw a wrench into the whole name thing. Still not entirely clear on where exactly I fall, but, I'm stuck between the masculine legal name I hate, and the effeminate name I wanted which I no longer feel fits me despite how much I love it. I've got no idea where to even go from here.
There have been a few times people have called me "Alex", my OC's name, because they think that's my name too. I like that name but it feels weird to start using that as "my" name. I know people with most other names I like, and I'd feel uncomfortable using their names.
Feels almost like I'm doing things in the wrong order, trying to decide on a name before I'm even 100% sure what I even consider myself anymore. I feel so out of touch with everything about myself. I can't even feel comfortable with my own name. Everything just feels so wrong. I hate this feeling.
@timorl I'm fine with saying that 4chan are white supremacists for the sake of argument.
But thats kinda the point. They never used it seriously to signal anything about them being white supremacist.
They saw a symbol that was so mind boggling common (something people use many times a day, literally everyone, akin to waving hello) and said "watch how we can manipulate them to absurd extrems.
Their intention was to take a gesture so common by convincing people it was a symbol of racism so people would start accusing ordinary innocent people of racism, specifically to cause non-racists to be antagonistic and hateful towards eachother, ot ensure people who are reasonable and going "guys this is a common hand gesture" are called racist and ultimately come to hate their fellow anti-racists.
The truth is there is a very very small handful of legitimate cases where white supremacists used it to signal racism. Virtually non-existent. Yet a bunch of white supremacists or trolls were able to manipulate a whole nation to act exactly the way they wanted. They were in control and they got the exact effect they wanted.
They never adopted the symbol, they only manipulated people into thinking they did, thats the key.
It says a lot more about the people they could manipulate to act exactly the way tehy intended than anything else.
@mewmew @nerdman i dunno i think its pretty obvious 3 months locked in has put a lot of people on edge
I dont think any one in general came out of this healthier or happier if we are keeping it just to corona lock downs
Also all that ‘locking down’ has become completely for moot at this point
but sure ya environments doing great i guess
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I have no respect for american cops, every single one of them, without exception, is a bad cop. If they werent they would have arrested their colleagues and been fired already.
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