What's there left for me to do........hmmmmmmmm....................................mayberrrrrrrr.........ummmmmmmm......hmmmmmm.....I already tried the ascetic thing, and the hedonist thing, and the work/life balance thing, what's there left for me to do?
I tried both nature hippy AND technophile, and sporty sports person................I feel like.........so bleh, is this depression? This seems like depression. The only cure for depression that's ever worked for me is blowjobs, but ever since the old blowjob well dried up in 2014, things just haven't been the same.