Wow I guess being mentally broken doesn't get the girls Drive lied to me
@Kyou I actually am very attractive, but the fedi girls have to get it through their heads that I'm not facedoxing. I imagine the first few years of our dating we wouldn't see eachothers faces. Even if we do in person meets at a clandestine motel during a convention or something I'd want us both to be masked, then we can go on some more dates (while masked) and eventually, after a year or two, we will unmask for eachother, and it'll be like a superhero wedding.
@Kyou Because they can never know the real me, I can never risk revealing my true thoughts and feelings. I always and forever have to play a part. It gets tiring. To the point where I think about suicide.