@Bloop But when people say they want a mommy they usually mean a woman they will fuck, I am so lonely and scared of life that I would even settle for a girl who only pitied me and took my care seriously like I was a stray dog she adopted...I know I'm too disgusting for anybody to ever want to have sex with me.
@Bloop I guess so, I need a thin attractive mom who holds my hand in public and sleeps in my bed and reads me stories and checks in on my mental health and offers healthy support. And there's sexual tension but we don't have sex.
@Bloop I don't know much about women because every one I talk to says women want something completely different. I just want a woman who has a fetish for fat hasbeens who used to be sexy and peaked in high school, and that are nice guys and who like the idea of crossdressing even though they're too fat and butch to be a good femboy anymore...
"I don't know much about women because every one I talk to says women want something completely different"
That's cause they're different people.
Different people want different things. You don't need to "know women" you need to figure out what flags signal they're looking for what you can give.
@Bloop I'm so self conscious about coming across as aggressive and scary that I do not flirt with women or engage with what I think might be flirting on their part on the chance I could be wrong, they have to flatly tell me something like "Let's go home" with a wink and a smile or she has to grab my dick through my pants and lead me out the club by it. Otherwise I'm scared to be myself, the consequences of just hitting on women or feeling them up are not what they were in the 70s, 80s, 90s, or even 2000s. I was told that's how the world worked by everyone older, but the world I grew up in that was strictly forbidden. So I wait for girls to make the first move while they wait for me to make the first move and I firmly won't and then it gets awkward and sometimes they even get hurt feelings or think I only like dick or don't want to fuck them or something.
Delivered with a friendly humorous tone.
@Papergal I need her irl, I need her to pick me up with her strong solid unwavering arms, never will I hear from her lips "you're too heavy..." or a grunt of exertion, I will be as light as a feather to her and she will protec me. I had a tall goddess of a babysitter and she doted on me, I have been ruined by that. When I watched the anime Claymore I cried because it reminded me of what I fear I will never have again.
