Ok shower done, makeup off, feeling a little better now after that and some music, also I've been a little depressed because my real socials didn't get very good numbers today even though I posted a banger (some friends liked it but not the numbers I'm used to, I should be grateful but I'm not so I feel bad).
https://youtu.be/CJL3fGeH_Yk
Feeling stressed
Did my makeup again today but was so stressed from parental abuse (the covert kind) that it came out like shit. Working on it (everything, working on everything, makup, and trying to break free from this cycle of abuse and abandonment). People who pretend that parental abuse isn't a thing when you're grown have no idea what they're talking about.
@gloomyflower Well you can pick one still if you want and spend time with it, whatever you have just learn the scales and then practice those and the rest will come I think, just learn the scales and practice and keep trying to improvise and you'll start noticing patterns on your own and eventually you can start playing along with songs just by ear and improvising your part
@gloomyflower It's still really cool you can play all those instruments :3
@a7 I'm betting it'll work on my monk account
The Trench