YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

Straight boys who get violent over being outed as GAY LOVING FAGGOTS should have their front teeth punched out.

It's really fucked up the Dr. doesn't give me lolipops anymore. They act like they don't even want to treat me, they disgusted by my body and want me to die I think, they wish the rule of modern society didn't exist so they could refuse me even the pretense of treatment and tell me they hoped I died before I could breed. When you're a kid they think you're cute. You get a lollipop.

OH I FORGOT I WAS GONNA HAVE AN AFTER DINNER LOLIPOP :3

Was feeling like everyone hated me for a second there...

Ok I'm feeling a little less scared now that I had a good meal. It was a sandwich with the crusts cut off, and cut diagonally, and broccoli with butter, and some pretzels, and a strawberry daiquiri (but it was melted...still cold though). All homemade. I make my food boi. Feeling a little less paranoid...still a little scared though...maybe another daiquiri...

OMG I'M SO SCARED ME AND AUTISTIC WOMAN ARE SHARING COMMON INTERESTS THIS IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE I DON'T WANT TO RUIN IT

Only artists are allowed to be nonfollowbackers

Nigga fuck you too (while I'm at it): Every time I find a nonfollowbacker

Nigga don't be followin me if you won't let me follow you back and ignore me frfr

Ok shower done, makeup off, feeling a little better now after that and some music, also I've been a little depressed because my real socials didn't get very good numbers today even though I posted a banger (some friends liked it but not the numbers I'm used to, I should be grateful but I'm not so I feel bad).

https://youtu.be/CJL3fGeH_Yk
Feeling stressed

Did my makeup again today but was so stressed from parental abuse (the covert kind) that it came out like shit. Working on it (everything, working on everything, makup, and trying to break free from this cycle of abuse and abandonment). People who pretend that parental abuse isn't a thing when you're grown have no idea what they're talking about.

I have no idea what some of you are talking about and you sound literally retarded (not shaming)

Fuck it I'm just going to fuck christian catboys, I'm doing away with my dignity.

Maybe I'm just unlovable. I'll always be single. The few relationships I had were flukes, and proof that people don't value me because I'm so fucking annoying and not cute.

@gloomyflower Well you can pick one still if you want and spend time with it, whatever you have just learn the scales and then practice those and the rest will come I think, just learn the scales and practice and keep trying to improvise and you'll start noticing patterns on your own and eventually you can start playing along with songs just by ear and improvising your part