Ever since getting cuddled by my ex I have not been COMPULSIVELY masturbating. I have been retaining my seed, and thus, my strength. I am no longer a little dumpling boy.
It's so good not being addicted to porn. I mean sure you can have tons of porn still for when you're in the mood for it, but as long as you're not in a goon phase you really aren't going to be using it THAT much really.