JazzFLASH @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

@Sp damn that niggas head grow like a breadfruit

https://youtu.be/WyfIScL-6Rc

Ok frens, as you know I struggle with some medical issues (no begging) (and I'm sure most of us deal with medical stuff in some way) so that's a constant struggle. I was doing great keeping my house clean for a while but then my condition flared up (physical condition) and things fell apart and I haven't been able to get back to where I was. I'm fine, I'm just tired, and I'm too embarrassed/paranoid to ask family for help cleaning. So I'm trying, but it's very slow, difficult going. For a while my place looked like a hotel, I cleaned it up, all laundry folded, all floors spotless, I was actually getting ready to try and start a family, to reenter society and find someone interested. I feel like no one could love me because I'm not perfect, I have flareups, I'm physically disabled to a not inconsequential degree. I look normal, so people don't know I'm in physical pain. I feel embarrassed to tell anyone irl. I keep stuff like that to myself, because I'm so paranoid and I've seen so much shit that I'm afraid if anyone knew I had weakness on one side or something they would attack me there. I'm not doing well but I'm ok, I'm safe, but I'm exhausted, it's hard, I'm in pain, the pain stops me from getting sleep, that makes me more tired, I get less done, I move less, I get more inflammation and pain, the cycle continues. I'm afraid. I worry nobody could love me, I'm literally broken not in a deep sexy anime protagonist way. If you're a healer type I guess you might like me, but I hate being pitied, I want to be loved not pitied.

All I want is a non passing tranny to fall in love with me T-T...she has to accept me and be fine with my gooning and my pornbrain.

If I had a vag I would bang it with vibrators

I want to find the most blackest nonwhite looking woman and marry her and make a baby Tyrone and raise him to love white people so racism can end
Psychic gf: Jazzy babe there's a lot of racism to unpack there idk where to start

Me: Interracial marriage is the way to be! Do do do do do do do do dee dee dee
Psychic gf: Uhhh Jazzy isn't that a little hypocritical? How can you only like WMBF interracial marriage?
Me: Idk I just do...I know it's bad, I try not to be so vocally unfair about it now though...
Psychic gf: That's good, at least you're trying
Me: I still don't want to be a cuckold though
Psychic gf: lol you don't have to be, you don't have to be *snuggs*

Butler: Sir, your fresh loli has arrived
You: Has she been properly brainwashed?
Butler: Yes sir, made to watch every episode of ben 10 and convinced that she is Gwen, Sir
You: Excellent

You raise your elderly form from its seated position, the years are starting to show. You hobble toward the fresh loli who is smiling with a vacant drugged look on her face. Through her eyes you look handsomez, she has no idea she's about to have sex with a disgusting pervert who is hated by everybody!

Ok I feel like I should tell you guys what's really been going on. Soldering didn't work out, but my hobby now is gardening, it's been a longtime off and on hobby but this time I'm taking it more seriously again now. Plants bring me peace. They don't care, they don't attack, or retreat, they just accept what's given, and they exist, I respect them, a lot, they never complain.