It's only when we act really crazy or we get a bunch of people following along like monkey see monkey do that we wind up on someones desk under human (not an AI) scrutiny, it feels like.
I probably wouldn't have lost my vcard to that slutty nasty gutter skank and then had my heart broken while she went out and got herself raped again and again. It's like the universe had it in for her. How many times does a single person have to be raped? It's like rape me onc shame on you, rape me twice, you get the idea. The sad truth is, victims of rape are at a much higher risk for being raped again. It's like they carry the shame with them for their entire lives and carry it in their body language, and rapists pick up on this, and see them as prey, and then it happens again, and again, forever.
@prouddegenerate Next read Brave New World to see what it looks like when people drown information out with garbage noise (daytime tv celeb drama) instead of suppressing it directly, and distracting the masses with pleasure rather than violence
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and his dick was 9 inches long and she screamed and begged him to stop and he just kept raping her balls deep for like a half hour while laughing. And his parents are rich so nothing bad ever happens to him. And I think about eating people like him every day. About ripping their eyeballs out finally and deafening them and twisting their living bodies into the shape of furniture and setting up feeding tubes and waste tubes and covering them in plastic and using them as furniture until they die.
@cummies @opal @bitterblossom @prouddegenerate I got some from a doc, and then some more from an rn when I ran out. This is the first time they've finally given me the pills I asked for instead of just giving me relaxers and sending me to pt and chastising my lifestyle (of which they are ignorant to, because they do not ask, they simply say to do more and sit down less, which is patronizing af). I have my first appointment with a real pain mngmt doc next month and so hopefully they understand wtf they're looking at and that pills will help, not hurt me.
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The real life Patrick Bateman raped my gf when she was a minor and then told me about it in excruciating detail after tricking me into thinking he was my friend and getting me to let him use my house to crash in whenever he was on dope. That kind of changed the way I looked at things.
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