YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

Ok guys I was up all night long because I have anxiety and no irl cuddles and fapped/nutted 5+ times and I'm super wired T-T

When I wake up later I hope I feel better

There's nothing I can do to make someone not afraid of me, so the one who I end up with is going to be very brave compared to most, and I will respect and love them for their bravery

Do you guys ever do that? Do you ever imagine yourself as taking the place of a girl and submitting to massive cocks against your will?

While masturbating to big cock cgi monster rapes, I was imagining myself as the one being raped, pretty based huh?

Huh, today is 3/23/23
same backwards and forwards
only in American though

@Sp True

@Sp Is spag blind

"Who do ya trust, me? I'm givin away free estrogen, and where....is the alt right??? HE'S AT HOME, WASHIN HIS CROSS! HAHAHAHAHA"
How some people think trans people be

https://youtu.be/a71VqHpza58
it's funny how I can be both miserable and yet at the same time be thinking about the parade scene from batman

How do I love myself
Please, I don't think I can do it, I, please I'm not strong enough...I know it's wrong, I know people are supposed to go on under their own strength...what if you loved me enough so that it didn't matter anymore?

@astolfo You're welcome, this song reminds me of an irl friend who died young, she made me feel really special even though I was chubby and soft, but she was stuck in a relationship with a rapist (like a real kind, who did it for fun)

If we were dating and you died I would write songs about it, I would never stop missing you and it would never stop hurting

PLEASE OMG PLEASE I WILL BE SUCH A GOOD BOYFRIEND I PROMISE YOU I'LL BE DEVOTED YO YOU I'M NOT LIKE OTHER GUYS I SWEAR IF YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE
https://youtu.be/3iV_1ESMHaI

Does it upset you (if we're dating in your head) to think about me having sexual intimacy with another?

Just listened to this while fapping because I'm so fucking lonely
https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph6228b166d590f

*sigh* I feel inadequate as a person because I can't bottom properly, I have a mental block that makes it very hard and scary for me (but I try)

Should I download grindr again? I've used it before and it's always a fucking disappointment, even if, IF, some cute twink or chubby femboy talks to me, I don't have a car, and my place is a fucking mess right now (working on it, bathroom is stil pristine), but I really need some local internet weirdo furry teenage (18+) femboys to like, hang out with, but I'm worried I'm going to say something to freak them out since my egg is cracked now and I'm a little twitchy, it's fine if I say crazy shit with you guys because you can't see me but if I offend someone irl it's so bad omg I get so much anxiety I hate hurting peoples feelings or making them uncomfortable it makes me physically sick I get nauseous and have to sit down, so...yea