YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

"Please don't curse in my office"
Ok well please lose some weight first.

A single fucking shamanic healer with real medicine would be able to do what the doctors refuse to in an instant, I just need to find one.

Had a doctors appointment today and this system of tyrannical oppression must be dismantled and it's operators tried. Coatpigs. Labpigs.

Need a boi to be my property T-T

I lust for filling ass up every day but I don't do casual sex and I don't have a bf so I'm just maddeningly horny

Ok going to drift off into fantasy land where all my favorite cartoon characters tell me what they think, wish you guys could come on a guest pass, wander around, leave anytime you want, would be fun. Oh look, what's over there! That's godzilla arguing with Pikachu about EU stuff, and ohohooo here we have a random mass of people brawling it out and demanding more food! Quick hurry, or we'll miss it! This way! Yea downstairs! It's dark, shhhh, this is the lounge that Ms Piggy sings at, she's about to be up! Oh no wait... where's my wallet? Huh? Oh no not this guy agaiiiiiin!
Tossed out of my own club, in my own dream, in front of my friens, so embarrassing...eh fuck it, lets just fly around and shoot laser beams until we crash the serv- I mean wake up.

Oh don't mind me just lookin at shit that I
A. Can't afford
and
B. Don't have room for

I should make my Halloween costume a straight redneck, I'll wear a flannel and eat chew and say "git in mah truck werman"

Should I go to school for engineering? Is engineering something worth going to school for? I don't want to get a faggot job I want to invent shit. And not to get rich idgaf about that because I probably won't get rich and some faggot will steal my designs. I want to do this for me. So I can build shit without getting hurt or killed. I also want to learn about electricity. And a little bit of chemistry. This is what I want to learn. But fuck math I hate math. I'll deal with math but it's not intuitive. Movement is intuitive for me not static numbers.

I feel trapped in the past like reverse samurai jack. I can't move forward or forget. I need things to be said and done that will never be said or done, to make me feel whole.

I told my therapist about the funkytown video and how it effected me and she was totally on another planet in terms of her understanding. She's never seen someone with their face flayed off still alive, and that kind of irritated me, I wanted to talk with someone who would understand what I've seen and instead I got a church mom.