YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

I really do wish there was a way to get into heaven, the real heaven, paradise, the place where only good things happen

I guess it's ok for me to start living again

It's the pattern, that is what lives on, the dance of life, the dancers change but the dance remains the same

The amount of schadenfreude I feel when I understand a fellow human has destroyed their self is large, if the human has offended me.
And the amount of sorrow I feel when a human I love destroys their self is just as large. I am afraid to love.

humans are supposed to be a family, us against the stars, but we're in a civil war, long one

Humans are supposed to be unified, humans are supposed to be helpful and friendly, without this, you don't have humans, you have monsters

I need to find those Monster Girl Pin-ups Scully, I know they're out there

I haven't drawn anything in months but last night was different

Autistic people in media: 010001100101110100101000111100101001010011101110001011101000100110110011

Autistic people irl: *doesn't understand, cries, has no money, is very good at a specific thing that has no real purpose*

I have a very all or nothing mentality and that's not conducive for a healthy mind, so I'm trying to change.

I wish I could protect this world but I can't, so all I can do is watch, like a train crash

I feel like this is the INTENDED purpose of therapy, (or it was once upon a time before it was turned into a business), to roll back someones personality to who they were before the trauma, while maintaining their knowledge of the events with no emotional attachment.

I wish there was a way to rollback my personality to before I got hurt, while keeping the KNOWLEDGE (no emotional attachment) I gained from the experience so I don't get hurt again... because it's really hard to be outgoing, cheerful, and friendly, when you're traumatized, and if you're not those things people with good attitudes aren't going to want to be around you for very long.

I'm sorry I don't fit into your little faggot box like you do, I'm sorry my personality is bigger than yours

it feels like everyone will just turn on me as soon as they disagree with me, about anything at all, I suddenly become the enemy to be repelled or converted, and it's very cruel

I want to find my place among the community (gay community, straight community, any community), but I don't think it exists