YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

I just remembered the starfire/raven tentacle rape animation by zone and how that shit was like life changing for me

Eat soup or Drink soup

https://youtu.be/ePq7PRQcZOo
I love the effort they put in with the acting and sets, even if it's goofy

If I'm honest, I'm more like Big McIntosh than any otherpony, I wish I was a fempony....but I'm kind of thicc...but yea body type and personality I'm closet to Big McIntosh

I was never good with numbers so thought I wouldn't be good with computers but computers aren't like hard math, they're like legos, if I think about it that way I can do it

If I didn't have that creepy spider guy as my stepfather, I never would have learned a few basic things about computers as a kid, and I never would have started now finally getting really interesting in them without feeling overwhelmed. He was never a very good teacher, he wasn't around much, but a few moments lodged themselves in my memory, and some words, and slang, about them, so they feel familiar. But it was always too complicated. This all changed with a lego set I got as a gift a while back, it was one of those car sets, so I build the thing, and while I'm building it I feel like a kid again, but this time I don't feel scared, I felt scared a lot as a kid. And then I realized, I can do things, I can put things together...so I get looking at models online, and I think "I could do these" but I wanted more, and I thought of computers. I wanted to put them together and/or alter them and learn how they worked. And then I got interested in software again, I was long ago but never learned much, but now I want to learn.

What do you think my safe space is (my happy place)

If there was a race of space people who came here to earth, and they dominated us, and subjugated us, but it wasn't that bad, I'd be cool with it.

Oh man, I've been treating porn fapping like a completion achievement, that's why I've been fapping so much....wow....I just realized....no matter how much porn I fap to, there will always be new porn, I will never fap to all the porn (100% Completion)

I'm
NOT going to disassociate around my date
NOT going to trauma dump on them
NOT going to accuse them of cheating on me after they leave my field if view

I'm
GONNA HAVE SEX
GONNA BE A SEX HAVER
like a
NORMAL PERSON

IT'S NOT MY JOB TO TEACH PEOPLE ANYTHING
I'M NOT A SAVIOR
I'M NOT EVEN SPECIAL TO ANYONE WHO DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ME
I DON'T NEED TO CARRY THIS BURDEN
I CAN ENJOY LIFE
I CAN BE HAPPY
LIKE I USED TO BE
WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER
DRIVING ON A SUMMER DAY
TO A TOURIST SPOT
WITH FRIENDS, WHO WANT TO HAVE SEX
AND THIS TIME I'M NOT TOO AFRAID
SO IT'S ALL SMOOTH

I stress so much about whether other people understand my "message" or not, and that's fucked up, I should relax

Thinking that it's my job to teach others about life is a great way to drive myself insane

It was probably a woodchuck or something like that they said