And if I never make good art and everyone only laughs at my drawings at least I made them feel better about themselves
But I guess I have to make bad art to make good art....I hate it, just have to plug my nose and make bad art until I can make good art
Ok guys I made some faces for you they're not attractive faces or anything (unless any of them are you're thing). I know I'm terrible but I see potential in myself and I hope I'm not just lying to myself. But when I draw I feel this special kind of fulfilled sometimes, most of the time when drawing I feel desperate and horrible but there's these glimpses of what could be and it gives me some hope
I'd look at people and myself and see garbage, this started in my childhood and is associated with my radical hippie grandparents telling me in private that all human beings wete garbage, not to be trusted, filth, evil, trash, and that animals were better than people.
I think it's fucked up that tinder does permabans, uhm, HELLO, TINDER, PEOPLE MAKE MISTAKES
Was banned from tinder 7 years ago for calling girls fat for calling me short, can't get cuddles from tinder
The Trench