https://youtu.be/BcElotwrZ8o
beautiful
I love when a masculine or non fem passing man takes on the role of a woman, I am very super beta so even a low tier athletic male is super masculine compared to me, even in a dress, and so I wish to top him in his little dress, because that means I have conquered maleness in the tribe socially, and so my rank is not so low. People look and say "wow he has dominated jack, from the basketball team, jack wears a dress now and lives as an eager wife, Jazzy surely must be an alpha".
I feel like I'm on the edge of something in my life and I'll either get it right or...
https://youtu.be/gY5gkkfaHL8
I realized now I have to do the same for myself. I'm not worthless, I'm not nothing. I have to be for myself who I was for those students.
The Trench