Learning about ancient history frens
https://youtu.be/zNNaZ110ee4
Does anybody else enjoy pole dancing youths? (Legal, on youtube, and insta, it's an art form). I feel like if anyone knew I watched this shit they'd treat it like it was something fucked up, but it captivates me, and is an example of what I've been saying as part of my message; Some "kids" are more cognitively developed thean others, indicated by coordination, they don't look like "clumsy kids" they look like young women.
https://youtu.be/t1pqi8vjTLY
Momo fedi
a worthless person cries in their room alone and doesn't let anybody else have access to them during that period "because nobody would want to be around such a thing"
a strong mother deals with her emotions in a healthy way even if it includes discussing them with her child instead of locking her child out closing her child away she brings her child in addresses her emotions with them calmly and helps them understand her as well as their own self.
It's really damaging to have a self-abasing mother, always saying she looks gross or is not good enough, and because that's what you were exposed to during your developmental years that's what ingrains itself inside your head as like your perception of what women are, or at least what motherly women are. It's like bitch how pathetic are you grow the fuck up have some confidence be cool be smooth have some class you have a kid to raise educate him teach him that it's cool to be cool don't teach him fucked up shit about how you think you're worthless (because of the way you were raised, not your fault and not the point).
He made me feel normal when everyone else made me feel like a freak, he listened to me, like a real person, he was like a funny little gnome and he had books up his walls, and old computers, he was a very good man, unique and kind.
Guys I'm going to ask you a serious question. How do I handle my mental illness? I've tried therapists but it has NEVER ended well. There's an old man who mentored me when I was a kid, I was surprised to learn he was still alive, he was a very unique man, he was a wizard type, a kind wizard, a good wizard. I am thinking of seeing him again, I have the chance to...but I am so without hope, I am searching for the point, I am desperately, please give me your thoughts. Should I visit the wizard? If I am the hero I should visit the wizard, shouldn't I? But what if I can't...what if all the hope has left me...well then I wouldn't be the hero...would I...I have to, but I don't know if I can...or maybe I'm defining things wrong.
The Trench