A quiet night. I want to change my life for the better, but I don't know how. I will try less screentime. I know this is not a typical church post, and that might be of importance, or it might not be. Nothingness is more than emptiness, or sorrow, it is freedom. There doesn't need to be a point, or a reason. But there might be one. Or there might not. Life is funny that way. Or not.
The right wing needs to rebrand itself, new name, new style, lots of gay sex, openly gay sex, the party of homosexuality. I'd be right wing again if they did that. I only liked Trump because he matched in pride. I said YAAAAAAAAAS QUEEEEEEEN, THOSE DIRTY IMMIGRANTS ARE GAY BASHERS SO I'M GLAD YOU BUILDING THAT WALL QUEEN SLAY! (but that was racist of me, I was broadly painting a whole group of people based on my biased and limited knowledge and assumptions.). But then Trump TURNED ON GAYS!!!!????? (I'm an idiot, I actually thought he would be a good guy president and save the day and stuff, but he did jack shit other than that criminal reform bill which the right is now bitching about yet memory holing that Trump is the one who did it) so now I think trump is a GAY FAGGOT. I am no nevertrumper, I was a wide eyed dreamer, thinking this crazy orange man with no care for social norms and lots of money, would be a people's champion. Instead he did nothing, and sided with Christian Satanists when he got desperate, instead of redoubling on his Hollywood fanbase with more liberalism and flip the parties again. But he's a faggot.
Playtime with babysitter!
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Some people are just whores, so many of my peers were little milquetoast babies, I was a horny slut though.
Because like, I was just a kid, I couldn't do that on my own, I needed SUPPORT, but we live in a horrid antisex society so I did not get the proper love and attention I deserved. Instead I had forced chastity (which is a sexual fetish) forced on me from the establishment.
Project ended.
Project status: Failure
Debrief complete.