humans are supposed to be a family, us against the stars, but we're in a civil war, long one
I have a very all or nothing mentality and that's not conducive for a healthy mind, so I'm trying to change.
I feel like this is the INTENDED purpose of therapy, (or it was once upon a time before it was turned into a business), to roll back someones personality to who they were before the trauma, while maintaining their knowledge of the events with no emotional attachment.
I wish there was a way to rollback my personality to before I got hurt, while keeping the KNOWLEDGE (no emotional attachment) I gained from the experience so I don't get hurt again... because it's really hard to be outgoing, cheerful, and friendly, when you're traumatized, and if you're not those things people with good attitudes aren't going to want to be around you for very long.
I'm sorry I don't fit into your little faggot box like you do, I'm sorry my personality is bigger than yours ![]()
it feels like everyone will just turn on me as soon as they disagree with me, about anything at all, I suddenly become the enemy to be repelled or converted, and it's very cruel
Gumball/Richard piece for IBp on IB.
Was gonna draw Gumbo's dumpy sooner or later.
OH THE HORIZON IS HERE AND THIS DOT IS WHERE THE FOOT GOES AND ALL THE HEADS HAVE TO LINE UP
like STOP
SHUT THE FUCK UP
THIS IS NOT DRAWING
THIS IS FUCKING GEOMETRY
SHUT THE FUCK UP
THIS IS GRAPHIC DESIGN
I WANT TO DRAW
WE DRAW WITH OUR EYES
IF I CANNOT DRAW (Like Kim Jung Gi could RIP) WITHOUT LAYING DOWN FUCKING GUIDE LINES LIKE YOU ARE BUILDING A FUCKING BLUEPRINT...THEN WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT? GEOMETRY IS NOT FUCKING ART IT IS FUCKING MATH.
Drawing is LOOK, then LOOK AWAY, then DRAW, then LOOK BACK, again and again and again, until it fucking looks right, it comes from the GUTS
The Trench