What is a sane person? In this context, a sane person is one who understands the complex work, determination, and patience (and knowledge) that goes into taking care of ones self (instead of being the pet of a wealthy master, doing tricks for scraps). They also understand the extremely heavy consequences of theft or assault in a survival circumstance, so they won't even chance it.
Since the world will collapse soon (5-25 years I guess) make sure you work extra hard on gardening! It's very important, find likeminded people to talk about self sufficiency with, even if you don't make friends you will get valuable ideas! Ideally though, when shtf you are going to want to be involved in a network of sane people to trade and collaborate with.
I swore to serve ideals, and it's gotten me a whole lot of nothing, I suppose.
In the end, none of this will matter, it is only while living that one may feel dis-ease, and with the inevitable closing of my life I suppose so too will come an end to my whimsy.
At the end of the day though no matter how much someone disgusts me I am sworn by oath to support their right to freedom and peace.
Fantasy
I'd take a virgin out, on the best date of her life, and I'd tell her how special and beautiful she is.
I'd take a whore out to the ditch on the side of a road.
Fantasy
God I love (the thought of) abusing femoids who aren't "pure", kicking them, spitting on them, punching them so hard they die, all while laughing at their pain and suffering which they brought upon themselves and refuse to acknowledge doing do.
The Trench