When I was a child I was introduced to a man, who I called master. His name was always preceded by "master". I looked up to this man, I obeyed him to the best of my ability, but my home life was not great, and I was falling apart emotionally. I got into bad things to take the pain away. I hung out with bad people, wasted time, stopped going to train with my master, because I felt like he wouldn't even want me around. So I sank, deeper and deeper, until I was in a hole with bad people. And eventually I stop answering the bad people, and they left me, and I'm still trying to pick up the pieces.
I should try and attract someone like me who values actions more than looks, instead of trying to make money to attract people...I have a hard time believing they're out there though
I like to follow impressive girls on ig, I don't care much for the models who get popular for standing there, I like girls who have maybe 500 followers but they're consistent, and they work hard, either as a musician or as an athlete, or an artist, whatever they do, that's what attracts me to them, what attracts me is who they are primarily, and what they look like secondarily.
"Jazzy that's ridiculous you would go insane with that much isolation when prisoners get isolated they go insane"
YEA I WOULD WOULDN'T I
I WOULD GO INSANE WOULDN'T I
I refuse to leave my house much because I don't feel safe without being armed but I also can't walk around armed because I don't believe in tyrannical paperwork or "permission" to carry (fag state) and I also refuse to break the law because the consequences are so disproportionate that they are literally insane, so I sit in my house, day after day after day after day going on 7 years now
Project ended.
Project status: Failure
Debrief complete.