She likes:
Playing with the boys
Lizards
She hates:
Girly things
The way her uncle touches her
Every boyfriends biggest fear is finding out his gf was in porn, he would be filled with pure disdain for her, disapproval, he might not show it but it's there. Some guys might genuinely be into it but they're abnormal (statistically, not a value judgement). This is just normal human instinct, I'm sorry, but ladies, you should know this, because it'll help you plan accordingly. I don't think you should hide your past, that's not what I'm getting at, but you should find a guy who's comfortable with that past, you should be up front about it with him from the start to avoid damaged feelings, obviously you can't just do this with every guy if you don't want to attract stigma to yourself, and so you'll probably want to feel guys out first before confiding in them and seeing if they decide to go forward or not, but at least you'll have a reason to trust confiding in them. I don't hate porn girls, I jack off to them, but I do feel disgusted by them as well, but also impressed, and charmed if they're charming, some porn girls are just genuinely nice (when they're high at least), but others are complete trash, it's an industry like any other but it's also an art, some have it (talent), others don't. I do wish the stigma in society wasn't so strong, I envy those who can have sex freely without feeling ashamed, angry, or used. I've fucked plenty, mostly dudes, almost always topping, (just once I switched), and I felt no shame at the time, but then I found myself surrounded by shortsighted narcissistic people with bad impulse control, I was surrounded by addicts, and I was an addict. In a perfect world I would feel comfortable fucking everyone and everyone fucking each other, but with people the way they are, such scum, such tricky filth, liars, I just don't feel comfortable getting close to that many people or with someone who has been with that many people, letting someone in that close to you, making yourself vulnerable, is dangerous and not in a wise way. I hope I don't relapse and fuck some narcissistic shitty person one day, because that's no way to be imo. Only fuck good people, and if you can even find one of those you're lucky, so why take more chances popping more caps to find a winner when you know a good portion of them have been shook up and will put your eye out. Stupid dummy.
I hum this tune sometimes, it's cheerful, but america has its problems like anywhere else, propaganda is meant to show only one side of the coin. While thinking of this grand song I want you to imagine homeless veterans, forgotten and left to rot, I want to to think of orphans passed on to sex dens, I want you to consider what this america they're talking about so much really is, it's not a perfect place, and pretending it's perfect is doing the devils work.
https://youtu.be/QgdyJX1jaUI
I wish I could hug fedi posters so they know they're loved by me (a filthy american)
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