NOT A JOKE 100% SERIOUS I HAVE A FETISH FOR "UGLY" OR "IMPERFECT" FEATURES (I still like hot girls too though so ANY fedi girl could get it keep that in mind)
https://youtu.be/OyI9EdBgKp8?si=jKEVd8dSYez2xpT5
I used to listen to this as a teen when obama was president
My attempt at a muscular female lady. I need to do something about my depression because I look at this and I see potential to make really great art but I can't if I spend my time just getting [drunk] and masturbating all day long and when I'm not masturbating I'm out of my fucking mind with worry or rage or some shit, or I'm just depressed, sad, hopeless, hard to draw then. No reference was used. Just random lines and my imagination.
When you and all the voices in your head decide to go out of your house for the day
https://youtu.be/TwbPsImJwIc?si=NitQDkBh5KJOvYjJ
CAN ZOOMERS FUCKING NOT? NO I DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR LITTLE SLAVE KITTEN SISSY I DO NOT KNOW YOU, YOU LITERALLY JUST STARTED TALKING TO ME, IS THIS WHAT YOU DO? INITIATE WITH STRANGERS? EITHER YOUR A CATFISH OR YOUR A DUMB BOI WHO WILL GET RAPED ONE DAY!! (INB4 EDGY ZOOMER BULLSHIT LIKE "GOOD I WANT TO BE RAPED AND KILLED I'M WORTH NOTHING")
https://youtu.be/DmVkkkuZLeU?si=BtTLFgzr7IYtKzON
And this song reminds me of when disgusting doctors who literally looked like the caricature of the evil doctor in this put me on medication that gave me breasts (it was an antipsychotic)
At least the bastard who did it died from covid, but I'm sad, I wanted to confront him really bad. Like really bad.
https://youtu.be/eDjdgDzwFUo?si=MUqc9IMZnKGLqLN2
I've always wanted to be a part of something, my whole life, so this song speaks to that part of me. Part of me wishes to wash away all individuality and to become part of a more powerful whole, even if it meant suffering for it.
Project ended.
Project status: Failure
Debrief complete.