YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

Today I'm going to try and clean and work out.

I don't want to get fit to become masculine, I want to be a femboy. I want people to look at me and not know if I'm a girl or not. I want to be feminine and to have a much taller femboy wife and a much shorter other femboy wife, and we'll protect eachother.

I'm depressed about being fat, I got some preworkout powder to give me energy. Caffeine makes me jittery but this stuff just makes me feel great. It tastes like blue raspberry but not sour like I was expecting. I wanted sour so I'll get a different kind next time. It has some vitamins, a low dose of caffeine, and creatine.

If anyone bothers to look the video up the ad is @ 2:00

This looks like fucking hentai lol

Ok so this was a real commercial, it made me horny af

Sunday loveday. I was thinking about how the pagans used to do things. Orgies, "Sun"day, "Sol"stice. Sun worship. Getting drunk. Crossdressing. Intergenerational sex. Public sex. Public nudity. Sex with animals. All were celebrated at certain times in pagan societies. On certain holidays. Then there's the dark side, the human sacrifices, the rapes. Let's not do those parts.

https://youtu.be/vYbEVmStFDQ?si=kpSO21E-BoV_mbT3

I want to rape an evil femboy (fantasy), I want to find and rape a femboy who hurts others (fantasy), I want to rape the femboy after getting him cornered and pinned (fantasy), I want to make him cry and break his pride (fantasy), I want him to become subservient, I want him to be afraid of displeasing me (fantasy fantasy fantasy).

It's really depressing I don't have a solid chat group of fedi frens. I an thinking of officially announcing giving up on trying to find fedifrens to chat with, it's clear I make people uncomfortable and they don't want to chat with me or only want to chat with me for the freak show aspect and get bored when I turn out to be a normal person with average moral values.

I feel like a terrible person, and I could apologize but I did that a lot before and it didn't make me feel any better, only worse, like I was giving up a piece of my soul for nothing. So I might be terrible but I make no apologies.
https://youtu.be/Wj7CdccaGfA?si=gCtKsCBGsSI2KTFF

I would pay someone to meticulously watch and edit every single episode and movie, and it would probably cost thousands of fucking dollars, but by the end I would have something special.

If I ever have money one of the things I will be paying for is a supercut of all the r34 moms (pixar moms etc.) moaning. Just every scene, every instance of every time any of them have ever moaned, like actual clips from the show, but just the parts where they moan. Even if the part is only a fraction of a second long. I want those mom moans.