I just thought about being a little kid in the 1800s as an assistant to an electrician scientist and totally understanding the magnificent intricacies and beauty of electromagnetism...and then one day you're helping with an experiment and go oops and then nothing, all at once and so fast and big that you can't comprehend. That would be a nice way to go.
I'll never forget the female teacher who taught me much about life. She was an unusual woman, hard as nails but soft at the same time, slick, like a needle. She liked me. I was charming, hadn't been hurt yet, was confident, we flirted a lot. She understood the flippantness of people in a way that I would not come to understand for another 10 years at least. Very little surprised or shocked her. "Was, until it wasn't" was a phrase she might say, but she was still human, under her porcelain veneer, I saw that weakness and that fragility and I wanted to protect her, so that she could teach me more.
Girl from Invincible
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Even if a pedo is "cured" or in other words changes their opinion, antis still won't accept them. They won't throw a party and be like yay this is a reformed pedo everybody clap! Yay! Put their name on the honor wall! Yay! Antis will never trust them, they say they want pedos to be cured or whatever or "wake up" or something else condescending, but what they really want is an entire class of people they can feel is beneath them, and they refuse to give that up, and so they will refuse to believe any pedo even if they "heal" and come out as an anti.
The Trench