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@Rogue_Koala It’s basically a transaction ledger in a 30GB Excel spreadsheet inside a Bittorrent with extra steps.

@LukeAlmighty @tn5421 no one has made a girl version of Luke Skywalker or R34 of it I AM DISAPPOINTED 11111!1!!11
@deltarae @Cantinto >even if being horny is not even a monthly occurance lmao
wtf

@okabe_rintarou
I would guess the worst thing about the diagnosis was that it took me decades to realize just how important the eye contact/body language realy is to normies.

I used to be bullied, attacked and argued with for a LONG time. And I never conected that to the reason. But recently, I heard that one person started an argument with me at work, because "I acted all supperior to him"... Bitch, I was 1st day at my work. Do you know anyone who is acting supperior on 1st day at work? As far as I know, everyone's covering in fear of every single movement they make...

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@okabe_rintarou
I was diagnosed with autism when I was very young. The diagnosis included several psychological examinations and a brain scan. I was outright told, that I will be lucky if I finish primary school. BTW, what a thing to tell to a child.

As far as I can tell, Autism does mean only following:
1) eye contact is near impossible and my gestures are slightly offf.
2) My interest in social interaction is low. Very low...
3) When I was a kid, I lacked the "monkey see monkey do" instinct.

Since I was never told to do the no.3, my no 2 got worse, and since the no.2 caused me to be a bullied kid, no. 2 and 1 kept increasing in a loop until I got to a phase in life where "fitting in" wasn't the only survival strategy. (about high school)

So, feel free to ask anything you want on the topic. :ablobcool:

@pupperipherals @alex @ew @polarisera Let me make point clear with 2 of hyper real painting. The reason why some of the Expressionist paintings look so distorted is because the entire movement embraced the ugly and the distorted. Furthermore I pointed out that the CIA has funded and pushed abstract art as culture creation move against the Soviet Union. Some infamous billionaires also pumped money into it for culture creation (which is technically the job of spook agencies, not some rich dudes). It takes zero standards to churn out hundreds of easily slapped together art pieces for money from God knows where. The standards for Western Art have been of course chipped away little by little for centuries. It started with throwing away teachings about sacred shapes and ended with people shrugging off the idea representing beauty in general. Which wasn't problem when you consider that the world is unknowable and metaphysics impossible and therefor anyone can make up his own beauty.
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