Alyx Hinata 🇹🇩🚫💀 @alyx@gameliberty.club

I'm having one of those moments when I feel like distancing myself from everyone. Part of me wants to just abandon this place. Delete my accounts and not return. Maybe start again somewhere else, and run away again as soon as I feel like I'm getting too close to someone.

I won't. Mostly because I know I'll feel better by tomorrow.

I've got issues man... serious issues. Trust issues, self esteem issues, confidence issues... Issues I can't even name or fully understand.

Most of the time I just feel like I need space. And lots of it.

If I ever disappear... I'm probably fine, but it's because I needed space and to regain control of my comfort zone. Which is usually unstable as fuck IRL already... I can't afford to have my online presence add to that in any way.

P.S. Thanks for reading my blog post. Here's something cute to cheer you up after reading my depressing shit.

BRB, existential crisis kicked in.

>Lady and the Tramp live action adaptation
But why?!

I've heard an interesting theory that all the old anthropomorphic Disney cartoons is what basically lead to people becoming furries. Maybe now they want to turn people completely to bestiality.

Ok... putting my phone down. Giving sleep a second try. If I don't post again, it means I've successfully entered a coma and got away from IRL forever.

Houston, we have a problem. I'm not getting sleepy. Any advice?

Seriously though, hope I'm not starting an insomnia phase again.

Is Steam actually down or is my internet being a dickwad?

How the hell did my hair get so tangled?! *sigh* Long hair struggles...

Unpopular opinion: Firefox is the Internet Explorer of the Linux ecosystem.

Ross Scott, the saviour of vidya, speaks and you shall listen!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WM8q7En2pMQ

I might have made a mistake... oh well...

Just imagine if Vee could actually edit videos, what masterpiece this would be.

https://youtu.be/VVBy33ezwUc

Scratch what I said earlier. The increase in performance is absolutely noticeable if you have an old CPU.

Fuck Specter/Meltdown fixes. I don't believe for one second that these things were actually created for security reasons. Remember, Intel was still the dominant power in the CPU market when these vulnerabilities were made public, and at the same time, they've been failing to make significant performance advances for several generations. So why would people buy new CPUs, if they weren't much better?

I'm sure you're smart enough to understand where I'm getting at.

So apparently you can actually disable Specter/Meltown fixes in Linux to mitigate those CPU performance losses. I just did that, but honestly I don't know if I'll manage to tell the difference.

To that FBI agent that tracks me, any chance you can share a screenshot of my desktop from any point in the past few months? Thanks!