it's like the seizures that she's been having have aged her 30+ years.
she's only 51 but she's talking like someone from a retirement home.
she calls me several times a day to tell me the same stories and whenever she's trying to remember something she'll sigh, like it's taking a lot of physical energy.
i'll tell her that i'm going to work and then she'll call me an hour later and ask if i have work that day.
she sounds like she's about to go to bed or just woke up all the time.
or she'll say things that don't make any sense, like tonight she was telling me that instead of moving to arkansas she's going to leave the country with her 70 year old uncle to build schools for poor kids so that she can "make things right."
i feel so fucked up man, like over the past two days i've been on the phone with her for *eight hours*. what am i supposed to do??? i didn't expect this kind of stuff to happen before i was even 30