岬めぐり (Touring the Cape) 山本コータローとウィークエンド (Yamamoto Koutarou and Weekend) 1974

Hit 170lbs (77kg) this morning. Although that is after sleep so dehydrated and no food in belly. But I was 183lbs (83kg) three months ago. I would say my diet is very limited but I just am not hungry, even with exercise. I definitely also probably lost muscle but the fat loss has been very noticeable. Now I gotta get rid of that final few bodyfat percent and I'll be in six pack town. I feel very motivated by how much progress I made literally just not buying candy and soda every day. Although I do crave it, forcing myself to not buy it when I am at the checkout really paid off.

forgot my Ankislop for a few days :kannagun:

One month until N2 test I think I'm too stupid and lazy to pass

retarded personal internet drama blogpost 

lol

I do not feel pity anymore for this absolute bitch nigger

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retarded personal internet drama blogpost 

>former best friend decides to betray me
>try to have a conversation with him to figure out why and if I can salvage friendship, incredibly insensitive, tells me to get a job get a life loser, you pissed me off, etc.
>we were playing video games and having the best time ever and stuff just days earlier
>removed and blocked from his friends lists wherever we added each other
>feel immensely isolated and sad and sick for losing the one person I was spending nearly all of my free time with for no apparent reason
>report a bunch of the cunny art that he's DM'd me on Discord
>permanently banned
>messages me on another platform freaking out
>"I HAD IMPORTANT REAL LIFE STUFF ON THERE ASSHOLE"
>"kill yourself"
>"you're a monster, a psycho, unstable"
>"I hope you rot fucking loser"
>"If we met up in real life would you murder me?"
>"WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS"
>idk I just was bored and sad and you slighted me and I kinda did it
>mostly ignore the threats and try to answer his questions succinctly and honestly to try to soften the blow and so he can form some sort of reasonable conclusion
>btw that is unfortunate for you, you should not have had RL documents there with no backup (I have even warned him in the past about this but he was probably too drunk or high to remember)
>"THIS IS CONVERSATION IS CLEARLY GOING NOWHERE, BYE"
>blocked
>few minutes later unblocks and messages again
>"why, why, I need closure"
>again try to succinctly describe why I did things
>"THIS IS GOING NOWHERE, GOOD BYE NIGGER"
>blocked again
>hope he gets his documents back but don't really feel bad

Oh well. My soul is withered. This person showed how wicked they were and got raped in return, perhaps a little more than I intended, but whatever.

depress

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Alrighty, so. Today I'm going to be smoking six million cigarettes in a row, which as a whole I am pretty excited to do. However smoking six million cigarettes in a row is a serious undertaking if, if I do say so myself. As such, if I were to smoke six million cigarettes in a row, averaging about five minutes per cigarette, it will take over 57 years for me to complete this challenge, if I had to guess. Frankly put, this seems nearly impossible to do in any reasonable amount of time, if I do say so myself.

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